#I just appreciated some ppl 🥲

[ibyul]

Turned into a trembling mess but still said what I wanted to say 💯

[withleeknow]

i think you'll do well with requests bc they seem to be popular in the fanfic side of tumblr! but even if it doesn't take off that quick, at least that'll be less overwhelming bc some ppl can be so demanding....anyways, i hope the best for you in this new journey haha 💝

me personally, i'm not very creative so i'll leave the details to the professionals (aka you) but i'd like to req something from minho's pov. i think those type of stories are SEVERELY lacking in the lee know fics department lol 🥲 it could be a childhood friends to lovers where he is pining for oc but he has a lot of self esteem issues and thinks she's not interested in him. also a big softie and just all around head over heels for her. you can add your magic! (if this is even remotely interesting enough to write lol i just want a minho pov tbh shsjjfjdjdj 😭)

light years.

summary: three times minho bites his tongue, and one time you don't let him.

pairing: minho x f!reader genre/warnings: childhood friends to lovers, fluff, angst; kissing, cursing, so much pining i could hurl. could this have been more edited? oh absolutely lmao but i actually don't hate it sooo this is what we're going with :p word count: 4.2k note: to the first anon, thank you so much for your kind words! :') and i'm sorry that this took me longer than expected. i was trying to figure out what i wanted to write for your prompt but then i got the second request with the song and i thought they would go nicely together hehehehe i hope the both of you enjoy thissss

as always, i’d appreciate any thoughts or comments you may have, and please drop a like and/or reblog if you enjoy reading ♡

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I'm not sure what it means to love But I blink kind of slow around you I'm not sure what it means to love But I'll grow wherever you do What that means, I don't have a clue

I'm Not Sure - Margeaux Beylier

One.

Minho is 18 years old, and he doesn't know what love is, doesn't really care for it at all.

While his friends are out there wrapped in the clutches of young love - the kind that blooms with stolen glances in classrooms and sticky notes passed in secrecy, Minho finds it simply unnecessary. He doesn't understand it whenever Hyunjin whines about not having a girlfriend because they're still young, they've got all the time in the world for romance later down the line. It's not the end of the world like Hyunjin laments it is.

Minho has his own life to prioritize. College is starting after the summer and he still needs to figure out how he's going to cope with the absence of his cats once he moves away. He's got dancing and he's got his other hobbies to keep him fulfilled and occupied.

And above all, he's got you.

You're getting ready for your sister's wedding when it happens for the first time. Or rather, when it doesn't happen.

You step back into the room where Minho is waiting for you on the sofa, his gaze resting idly on the screen of his phone, scrolling absentmindedly through his friends' group chat even though he has no interest in whatever they're talking about. You cough lightly to indicate your return after disappearing into the bathroom minutes prior to change into your dress. He looks up upon your soft announcement, and when his eyes settle on you, he swears it feels like an invisible force has collided with his chest and knocked all of the air from his lungs.

Throughout all his years of knowing you, inseparable from childhood until now, Minho has never seen you like this - all dolled up with your hair falling over your collarbones, cascading over your shoulders in soft waves that beckons him to run his fingers through. The light blue dress hugs you beautifully, the silky material catching the light from outside the window every time you shift on your feet under his steady gaze.

"So...?" you ask, moving your arms awkwardly behind your back like you're not sure what to do with them. "What do you think?"

What does he think?

Minho thinks you might just be the prettiest girl in the world. He thinks he must have been an idiot his whole life, to have spent most of his waking hours beside you and not once has he noticed how truly breathtaking you are. He thinks about the feeling that spreads in the pit of his stomach, sends warmth throughout his body and makes his heartbeat race a million miles an hours.

Your best friend blinks slowly as he savors the warmth that he's never experienced before. It's similar to the feeling you get when you're sitting under the shade of a big tree on a summer's day. It's comparable to the satisfied tranquility you get after you've just finished a hearty meal. A little hazy in your contentment.

It's not until you probe with a pointed Well? that Minho realizes he's been staring at you in silence for a few minutes now. He swallows thickly, willing away the words that he wants to say but they get lodged in his throat. He reckons it's weird to verbalize them, because it's not how the two of you function. You don't often utter that kind of sentiment out loud and he doesn't either. Never have and likely never will.

In the end, he bites his tongue. "You look presentable," is what he settles on.

You roll your eyes, then reward him with a laugh.

Minho doesn't care about love. He only cares about you.

Two.

Minho is 21 years old, and he's gotten used to his heart beating erratically whenever he's in your presence.

Three years flew by in the blink of an eye, and graduation is just around the corner. You've always done well in school, straight A student with a track record that most could only dream to have. You put in the hours, you do the work. You deserve everything that you've achieved.

But it's been a challenging few months for you both, being seniors and all. He's had to watch you struggle to stay on top of your classes while also having to slave over a thesis 24/7 until you were sure it was perfect. It reduced you to tears a few times, and Minho was there to hold your hand through it all.

He held you in his comforting embrace when you wanted to give up. He made you dinner when you were too immersed in your schoolwork to notice that you'd forgotten to eat. He was your biggest support system; if it weren't for him, you don't know if you would've made it through.

It's hot outside today, a little unbearable but not uncharacteristic for June. Minho waits in a familiar hallway, the same hall that he's walked past for hundreds of times over the past few years, the same hall that he won't see again once he holds a degree in his hands in only a few weeks' time.

As he sits on an old wooden bench, he bounces his leg as if he's one of the people in the classrooms that line the hall. He doesn't have to be on campus today, but here he is regardless because you're scheduled for your thesis defense this morning. You're in one of those rooms, probably also bouncing your leg from the overwhelming nerves. Minutes feel like hours; you went in there a while ago after he had sent you off with a pat on the head and an encouraging Godspeed.

He's nervous for you, but he's sure that you'll do great. Years of hard work accumulating in what must be the most important moment of your academic journey. You even stayed up all night last night, refusing to sleep a wink just to revise your arguments and talking points.

Minho's head snaps up instantly as he hears a door creak open, the sound of it reverberating throughout the empty hallway like a gong announcing your return from battle. It takes you a few seconds to step out of the room and into his line of sight. He can't see you very well with all this distance between you, but he can still make out the way your frame is visibly shaking with every step you take. He rises to his feet, and you break into a sprint.

He opens his arms wide - a hug of consolation or congratulations, he doesn't know yet - but he still can't seem to brace himself for the collision. You run straight into his embrace, your warms wounding around his middle tightly. Minho feels your tremors, hears your sniffles from where you're pressing your cheek against his shoulder.

"How did it go?" he asks gently.

You start crying then, and he doesn't know if the tears that his shirt is soaking up are those of joy or of grief, but he holds you through it anyway. He swears he can feel every single beat of your heart, hammering so wildly as you're pressed against him like you could sink into him if only you'd push just a little bit more.

"I passed," you say in between sobs. "I got an A."

Minho heaves out the breath that he's been holding ever since you entered that classroom, but it's not like he had any doubt about it to begin with. He hugs you tighter than he's ever had before, and he loves you just the same.

You two must look so dramatic, all wrapped up together in your own little bubble, but who the fuck cares? Although, when another student passes by and coughs, you do break away from him, a little embarrassed for a second.

Even with your hair all mussed up and your flushed cheeks stained with tears, he still thinks you look the same as you did when you were 18 at your sister's wedding. The prettiest girl in the world.

Minho wipes away the wetness on your face with his sleeves, then swipes with gentle thumbs at the moisture that's gathered along your lash lines.

"Holy fucking shit," you breathe out, your shoulders sagging with evident relief, so much more relaxed now that you've done it. "I can't believe it's finally over."

Your best friend can't entirely agree, because he's always believed in you. He's had faith in you since the beginning, since you were mere children laughing and crying together on the playground. You were meant to do great things, this was always crystal clear to Minho.

I love you, he thinks as he smooths a hand over your hair, his chest swelling with nothing but pride and fondness for you. You did so well.

But it's not what he ends up telling you. He swallows it down, washes it away with a dose of regret and longing. He's still not the type to express sappy sentiments, and he's grown accustomed to adoring you only in secret.

"Let's go," he says softly. "I'll buy you dinner."

Minho is still young, he's still got his whole life ahead of him, but he knows what love is now. He knows that it's you.

Three.

Minho is 24 years old, and he finds it hard to make peace with the fact that you're starting to get out there, that you're finally going on dates now that academics aren't taking up most of your time anymore.

To be fair, none of the guys you've seen have been graced with a second date, and Minho thanks his lucky stars whenever you return from a night out and text him a simple Not it. He knows that it wasn't your decision in the first place, that your mom and your sister have been setting you up on blind dates because they want to see you bring a boyfriend home.

You complain about it all the time, whining about how you're not interested but your family is adamant on it. Minho is well aware, and yet, there's a part of him that's a little shaken, because what if? What if the universe miscalculates and the stars misalign just enough in his misfortune for you to cross paths with someone who's absolutely perfect for you? Someone who's a good man that can give you what you've always deserved to have.

He really doesn't know what he would do if that happens. When it happens?

He doesn't know why you're here tonight either, sitting on a chair on the other side of his kitchen island in a pretty dress when you're supposed to be going on a date in half an hour. The guy apparently works for a big record label, some producer that your sister knows through a friend of a friend.

You look indifferent, kind of bored, as you watch Minho makes dinner for himself. "You seem miserable," he comments, taking a quick break from chopping vegetables to glance up at you. You do look a bit miserable, but you're still the most beautiful in his eyes.

You throw your head back and groan loudly, "Because I am. God, I don't know why they keep making me do this. These guys always give nothing."

"Please elaborate."

"They're all boring suits with tedious routines." you say, and as absentminded as your tone is, it sounds a little pointed to Minho's ears. "They don't make me laugh."

Do they not make you laugh, or do they not make you laugh more than I can?

"Then don't go," he snickers, though there's no humor in his voice at all. "These guys sound like duds. Just tell your sister to fuck off."

"Do you mean that? Do you really think I shouldn't go?"

And there's something in your gaze, something so suddenly expectant in the way you're looking at him that makes Minho wonder. If he says yes, would you listen? Would you stay here with him? Would you stay here for him?

I'm serious. Don't go. You can have this and I'll make myself ramyeon. Just be here with me.

You both stare at each other on either side of his kitchen island for an infinite stretch of time. He feels like your eyes are trying to tell him something that he can't decipher, as if they're sending him signals in a language that he never learned how to read.

For a second there, he indulges himself. He pretends that you're only asking because you want to hear him say it. That you want him to put up a fight and not let you go.

But he bites his tongue because it's become a bad habit. A habit that he can't shake because he simply doesn't have the courage to do so. Because if you stay here tonight, looking like that under the cozy lighting of his living room, he might just spill his secrets and he wouldn't be able to take it when reality comes crashing down and you end up telling him that you've never felt the same way.

"I'm kidding," he musters up the words, and tries to plaster on a smile for your sake, even though he's not sure if you really believe it. "You're dressed up anyway. Go and get a free fancy dinner, if anything."

Minho knows what love is, but his love has always lived in the shadows, his longing has only existed in the dark that it terrifies him just thinking about it meeting the light.

Four.

Minho is 26 years old, and he's been a coward for the better part of a decade.

Maybe he's loved you for even longer, but he has spent the past eight years head over heels in love with you, and not once has he done anything about it. Never been able to gather enough courage to ask you out, never even hinted at his feelings for you. He loves you from his place by your side and yet, you've never known.

He loves you the most, but he loves you in the worst way that a person can love another - he loves you in silence.

You're the prettiest girl in the world, and Lee Minho is a pathetic coward.

All these years, he's kept quiet and for what? There's always a spot reserved for him right next to you and yet, it feels like he can only watch you from the sidelines, far away from where it really matters, because he doesn't think he can fit into your life the way he truly wants. You taught him what love was, and love, to Minho, is unattainable. Something he can spend the rest of his life yearning for but won't ever have.

Love hurts. Sometimes, all love does is hurt.

"I would've taken you to a nice restaurant if you asked, you know," he says, putting a chocolate cupcake on the coffee table in front of you before he sits down next to you on the fluffy carpet of your living room. He pulls out a candle next, placing it right in the center of the sweet treat.

Your gaze follows his hand has he lights the candle, your eyes glinting with excitement as though you're a child again and your favorite day of the year is still your birthday. The tiny flame curves and bends, dancing to a rhythm that looks like only you can hear. You watch the candle like it's magic, while Minho just watches you, thinking the same thing.

He watches as you close your eyes and clasp your hands together for the theatrics, then you blow out the flame seconds later with a swift breath.

You turn to him with a smile, "I don't need a nice restaurant. This is perfect."

He blinks, and there's that warmth simmering in his belly again. He first felt it when he was 18, and he feels it now. He feels it almost every moment that he spends with you, and he reckons it's only reasonable, because you're his home personified and love can still be beautiful even when it hurts. There's his heart racing again, but that's nothing new to Minho.

He muses over your words. Perfect. Just one simple word is enough to get his hopes up in a way that it really shouldn't.

Your definition of a birthday well spent is in your cozy apartment, eating takeout pizza with your best friend. Perfect, to you, is him baking you a singular chocolate cupcake upon your request and being with him within these four walls, where his fingers occasionally brush yours when you sit next to each other.

Oh, Minho would follow you to the ends of the earth if you asked him to.

He clears his throat lightly, breaking away from your gaze that's full of gratitude and childlike wonder. "What did you wish for?"

"I'm not gonna tell you. It won't come true then."

Wishes don't come true anyway, he thinks, but obviously he won't say it out loud to you, and on your birthday no less. Instead, he diverts his attention to the cupcake, subconsciously tonguing his cheek as he takes a small chunk of the sweet and offers it to you.

You let him feed you even though your eyes are narrowed. "What was that look?" you ask.

"What look?"

"You had a look."

"No, I didn't," Minho insists.

"Yes, you did. You wanted to say something, didn't you?"

He shrugs, popping a piece of cupcake into his own mouth. The answer is yes, he did want to say something, but if you want to get technical about it, then he's wanted to say something for years now. He asks you the same thing every birthday, What did you wish for?, and you would refuse to tell him every time.

"Wishes don't come true," he verbalizes it this time, with a voice that's lighthearted on purpose despite knowing that you wouldn't take it that seriously either way.

You roll your eyes. "Now you're just being pessimistic."

"What? I'm speaking from experience."

"You've never had a birthday wish come true?"

"My birthday wishes haven't come true since I was 18."

Minho feels your eyes on the side of his face, and when you remain quiet for a beat too long, he turns his attention back to you. "What?"

"How do you know they didn't come true?"

"Because..."

Because you've been my wish for almost a decade now. I didn't use to believe in wishes but I always believed in you. Every year, I wish for you to look at me the way I look at you, but it never comes true. Every year, I wish that you would love me back, not just as a friend, but you never do. You are my wish, but you're also the very reason why I know wishes don't come true.

Then he's laughing, but nothing is remotely funny about this. It's your birthday and suddenly all he can think about is how much it stings to be reminded that you're the only thing he'll ever wish for, and still, maybe this simple wish is absurd enough that the universe will never grant him what he truly wants.

"Never mind," he says. "This whole thing is silly."

There he goes, biting his tongue again. Coward.

"No, what were you going to say?"

"You're so bossy today," Minho pretends to complain.

"It's my birthday. Tell me," you press on, and suddenly he can't find any appreciation for your stubbornness that he's adored all his life. You keep your eyes fixed on him when all he wants to do is hide from you.

What is he supposed to say to you? What can he even say? That he's spent more than a third of his life hopelessly enamored with you? That the second he utters any of this out loud, he knows it will be the end of your friendship?

And Minho can't afford to lose you. Even if it hurts, he would rather let love hurt than live in the absence of you.

"Eat your cupcake," he says instead. "I'll get some ice cream."

He makes a move to get up, and the bad habit further cements its place in his subconscious. He's always running away from you when you're supposed to be the person he can be the most open with. This is how he knows he doesn't deserve you.

But you reach for his wrist and it makes him still, the feeling of your hand sliding downward to hold onto his fingers. He's used to the feeling of your smaller hand in his, used to how he can hear his heartbeat in his ears whenever you lace your fingers together.

What he isn't accustomed to, is the look on your face this very second, akin to the one you wore two years ago as you sat on the other side of his kitchen island, asking him if you should go.

Expectant and hopeful; you're holding something back too.

The words that slip from your lips are ones that he never imagined you would say to him.

"I've waited for you long enough."

His poor excuse of retrieving ice cream is all but forgotten as he stares at you, doe-eyed and despairingly confused. "What is that supposed to mean?"

You take a breath, and Minho wonders if this is how he looked every time he wanted to say something only to back down in the end.

Then it all comes rushing out.

"For a while, I thought there might've been something between us, something more than just friendship. I don't know why I thought that, I just had a feeling. On the day of our graduation, I thought you would finally kiss me or at least say something, but you didn't. Whenever I went on dates, I wanted you to tell me not to go, that I was wasting my time with those guys that couldn't make me laugh because they weren't you. You never said anything, you never did anything. I waited every birthday just like I waited tonight. You're still holding it over me and I'm starting to wonder if you really love me too or if I imagined everything this whole time."

Your voice gets smaller toward the end, almost as if the uncertainty takes over you the longer he remains silent. He doesn't have the words for it, doesn't really have the mental capacity to process all of what you just professed. Years and years of longing, of hoping that you would come running into his arms the same way you did on the morning of your thesis defense, and it turns out that you were always the one waiting for him to reach you.

If you really love me too.

Your fingers start to loosen around his but Minho doesn't let you get away, not now and not ever again. Not when he finally knows that he's burnt up enough of your time just because he was too stuck in his head to see that you were holding a hand out for him all along.

He pulls you into his orbit and he likes to imagine that somewhere out there in the infinite universe, two stars collide when he kisses you for the first time, long overdue but still heavenly nonetheless.

He's crying but you don't seem to mind the tears. You're kissing him back and it's really all that matters. He can't think straight but he adores you to the point that his lungs ache.

"I love you," he mumbles against your lips. The sentiment comes out clumsy, half coherent but wholeheartedly sincere. "I'm sorry. I love you, I love you, fuck, I love you."

You're the one who breaks the kiss first, with your hand on his chest gently pushing him away. Panic instantly shoots through him like a lightning strike. These are the words he's been holding back for years, did he not even say them right? Did he fuck things up yet again?

You brush the tears from his cheeks, your voice so impossibly soft when you ask, "Do you mean it?"

Minho splinters into a million pieces, of course he does.

Your name falls from his lips, sounding like a prayer, like the most tender plea that's ever been uttered, "I love you the most. I'm so in love with you that it hurts. I've been yours for so long and I never said anything. Fuck, I-I'm sorry. I love you so much. I'm sorry. I-"

You bring his face to yours once more, shushing him with a kiss that makes him putty in your hands. You tell him that it's okay, and you kiss him like you forgive him. The world could be ending right now, and he doesn't think that either of you would even care very much.

Because you're the only wish of his life, and you kiss him as though you want to make up for the lost years. Because Minho feels like he's 18 again and you're the most beautiful girl in the world, wearing a smile that leaves him breathless in the most wonderful way possible.

all rights reserved © withleeknow. reposting, translating and/or modifying is not permitted by any means. [posted 06.05.2024]

[thatdeadaquarius]

GREETINGS! How are you doing? I've been practically gobbling up your posts (there very tasty)

Ok so hear me out- I've seen a couple posts like this but imagine-

The almighty all powerful wise creator isss

✨️A literal child✨️

Thanks for hearing me out! For you ->->❤️

Baby you taking on the world aw

DAMN SORRY FOR TAKING FOREVER!! i started fics before i answered my askbox :/

Aw i fucking love child reader stuff,

Lots of isekai animes/manhwa/manga do it and i eat that shit up everytime-

I also deeply appreciate when its not done creepily, like being turned 8 again, and having crushes on others who are... yknow, actually 8 yrs old or sm fucked up shit, like even if its 16 yr olds that doesnt make it any better, bc the protag will actually be like,, actually 20?!?!💀 the straights r wild man, i feel like it happens either way too, like its usually a male MC but thats just bc theyre more common tbh, like regardless of gender of protag 🥲

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Sun: Child God Reader (you/they/them)

Orbit: Short Headcanons

Stars: Mondstadt ppl bc i don't show them i love them enough

Comets & Meteors: Content Warnings: none known & Trigger Warnings: none known.

Please comment any I missed. /gen

Klee has recruited converted you to throwing bombs with her.

You are the only leash on that child too and the only thing standing between Jean and full head of gray hair. 💀

Kaeya doesn’t know whether he’s endlessly worried or endlessly amused that the most powerful god is currently a child

if Jean isnt freaking out over ur whereabouts, Diluc is instead, and worst case scenario, Noelle/Lisa/Albedo is in charge of you

and YES someone has to look out for you, bc ur ass will just start making a hot springs spot like ur in ur teapot or smth in dragonspine (Albedo was fascinated it stayed warm despite the weather so he let you make it/enjoy it before asking u to restore natural order lol)

(Albedo has definitely asked to study you and, unfortunately for Jean, asked u to demonstrate several powers u have)

You do work as a lucky charm for Bennett tho so he does babysit u sometimes

it mostly consists of Fischl, Benny, and Razor “adventuring” by trying to do smth like who can jump on the Anemo slimes and ride them around longest

(the answer is you btw, u managed to get a small fleet of them to bus you around, the teens were simultaneously terrified running around below u to catch you and also amazed)

Noelle is so happy making toddler you all the pancakes you can eat, Sucrose had to stop her from going overboard and not just listening completely to kids when it comes to food

She is now very concerned with making you a balanced diet, tho she will still make u an ungodly tall stack of pancakes every now and then <3

They kind of all equally provide for you, obv ur their god, and ur a literal cutie patootie child, they cant just leave you

(also u might like move a mountain or change the weather or smth if they don't watch you so most are a little paranoid of that too)

Lisa gets u all kinds of cute outfits, still stuff you'd like, but definitely snuck in some sumeru looking clothing lol

Fischl lends you all kinds of books to read, Bennett shows u all the cool views in the city and outside of it (when Jean lets him get away with taking u that far), and Razor…

Razor brings you to Andrius and the wolf pack for a wolf pack party and gives u all kinds of shiny trinkets he’d collected for you

Diluc/Jean/Noelle/Eula nearly had a heart attack when they found out

Amber lets you have all the piggyback rides you want lol

she even managed with her own crafting powers (and your probably editing the game code or smth) she somehow makes a reinforced glider with a small harness on the back for you to glide with her

(Venti has definitely helped for some fun flights by boosting the winds for you two)

SPEAKING OF BARBATOS

ur absolutely spoiled rotten by him (and Dvalin, and Andrius, and the wind sprites)

if this god had money he’d spend it on wine and you lol

takes u flying all the time, any time, would drop everything to go to Mondstadt wilds and use his archon form wings to take you wherever you wanna go

tries to bring u to Angel’s Share but Diluc nearly hits him on the head with a wine bottle and brings you back home after kicking Venti out and giving you grape juice (yes you get all you want, within a healthy amount)

anyway the most important part abt you being a god and child is that you can now fulfill your childhood dreams of riding a dragon whenever you want

(one way to quickly get Mondstadt citizens to trust Dvalin again was just constantly seeing him flying overhead, occasionally seeing a small child on his back also helped lol)

(neither you nor Venti tell Jean you ride Dvalin and keep it an active secret from her.)

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srry i took so long! i hope u liked my hot mess of writing (i think its even sloppier than usual bc of all the fic writing full sentences lately)

and if not, I'm sorrryyy 😭😭

I'm focusing on getting thru a haul of asks before getting around to posting that Eldritch AU Part 2 if anyone reads this :)

hope u guys are have a great weekend, thanks for all the birthday wishes!! :D

Safe Travels Anon,

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[joemama-2]

woah when i think i can’t dislike Himari more she proves me wrong, she genuinely makes me sick specially the way she talks about Koji, he’s just a baby!

i was soooo anxious about father’s appreciation day i thought Satoru wouldn’t make it and i was getting upset hshshs but thankfully he was there! loved the scene when he was telling Koji how they met, oh he still loves her sm im sure! and the way reader thought of him as her husband! and quickly corrected her thoughts lol i just need him together again;(

and the ending??? omg justice for reader😭😭😩 my girl can’t catch a break, i hope good things come for her soon!

thank you for the chapter 🫶 anddd i hope ppl stop asking for updates i get everyone wants to read more but we need to learn how to be patient and not pressure authors on their work that they share with us for free!! take care gis<3

yep, himari is a pretty nasty woman, her actions speak for themselves. obviously u guys r gonna hate her more as the series continues on, but i think next chapter will be more y/n and satoru based. yay! there will be a flashback form how himari and him met tho, but besides that.

the dad day was just so much fluff it was adorable 🥰🥰🥰 i loved writing it. and hahah, i was starting to think some of u guys didn’t pick up on her accidentally calling satoru her husband. foreshadowing??

and the ending! told u guys it would be a cliffhanger. but luckily she’s not alone.

anywho, thank you so much 🫶 and as much as i do appreciate people’s excitement for the chapters, i would also appreciate it more if they really looked at my rules 🥲🥲 like trust me, i want to write and release vl just as badly as u guys wanna read it! and i write as much as i can when i can.

[gojoest]

i'm upset that you always ignore my messages :(

nooo 💔 i don’t do this on purpose i swear, i am terrible when it comes to tending to my inbox and not all of my asks get answered and i genuinely apologize for that. i usually feel incredibly exhausted after work, my brain refuses to function and the best i can do is answer a few asks and then dip, and then come back again with a random thought and then dip once again. i am more responsive on weekends bc i feel more rested and have more free time to sit and talk to you, but sometimes i get overwhelmed or i am not in the right headspace or i forget older asks or i simply don’t know what to say and how to elaborate 🥲 i never ignore messages on purpose, i just don’t want to give ppl halfassed answers 💔 i appreciate everyone who comes to talk to me, thank you! i am sorry for being a horrid texter, some of my mutuals know that way too well bc i am equally as bad with my dms 😭 but if this will help my inbox currently looks like this and it stresses me out 😭

bc i want to sit and answer them all but then i know it’s impossible and it’s also keeping me from doing other things i enjoy, i am just a girl 💔 i am so sorry it’s not on purpose i love all of you ☹️

[officialtayley]

Ash, seeing you be so welcoming to new fans makes me feel emo, and it makes me realise just how important you are to this fandom. Not just for the tayley stuff but also for the paramore lore. I don't think there are that many people in the fandom who are willing to do all this. Maybe a few, idk. All I know is I'm so glad I have found this blog and been following it for a while, because if it were only up to twitter fans, maybe I would've given up on being as active as I am on the fandom. So, thank you for your patience and time dedicated to this blog. I loved the things you mentioned on that list to the new fan, so now I will go down into the rabbit hole of rewatching my favourite paramore lore moments. ❤️

oh....... oh no this made me cry because it's so nice and is the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me, not even joking or exaggerating, it really feels like that 🥲

i don't mind doing that stuff for people if they ask. it may take me a while to do it but i enjoy it. paramore, tayley, even the person who asked for my fav kpop performances (i posted all svt), i'll do it for ppl who are truly curious. plus, i get to revisit things myself so it's fun for me :)

i don't have the best reputation tbh and in some cases it's understandable, some cases it isn't imo, i'm not very liked (i do talk shit so i get it), and sometimes it does get to me, so this was just really lovely to receive, thank you so much 🩷 it was surprising to receive this so i really do appreciate it so much 🩷

[moonlitballad]

decided to get something to eat not long ago cause i’ve been shakey🌚got my food and went upstairs to a full floor. i looked around for even the smallest sitting space open, but there wasn’t any. i started asking around if i could take a seat at the edges of groups and ppl either said no or awkwardly wanted to without being rude. i appreciated the few that didn’t want to come off mean or anything.

ended up sitting on the floor. i felt like i was in school again. something so youthful in me hurt from all the rejection of such a simple social thing :( the kid in me has been hurt so much here. maybe i feel things too much where i shouldn’t. idk.

but i was eating my fruits and stuff and a girl from my earth science lab came up and offered me a seat at her table. i told her i didn’t wanna mess up vibes or anything at her table, and that i was okay with my music. that i already gotten myself comfortable on the hard ground. but she told me she was by herself. she insisted and wouldn’t leave. her noticing me on the floor isn’t what shook my guard a little, it was that she cared. enough to come to me, enough to insist after i declined and tried to brush it off.

we didn’t talk much at first. few observations abt our surroundings, some half smiles. then she asked abt my book, revolutionary suicide. i asked abt her book and she gushed abt a romance series. i also learned that she plans to go back home to costa rica soon, which is cool and beautiful.

but i was also a little sad at it. i said “oh..” because the first person thats been genuinely kind and talked to me like this is moving countries away? like what bruh?😭there’s just something a little comical abt it, and i’m not above laughing at myself💀i want to ask to be her friend. do ppl still do that?😭i still have kid on the playground mentality when it comes to making friends in person. “do you wanna be friends/do you wanna be my friend?”😭but i tense up and act more closed off than i want to. im bad at making friends🥲

nonetheless, that kindness was much needed and appreciated. i dead ass want to cry just because someone was nice to me and offered space for me🥲i’ve been going thru it. twas a good glimmer in the midst of everything.

[jokeringcutio]

just some random compliments i wanted to drop here CUZ U DESERVE IT. (I didnt use chatgpt, just felt like ppl like you deserve it) I just finished "The Chance to make a Change" on AO3 and God- I was left speechless, I still am. I loved the chapters, the entire book. I admire and absolutely love how you write your books/oneshots/imagines/drabbles etc. I love, LOVE your books. I could literally reread your books uncountable times and still not get bored. Your writing is utterly exquisite and lovely. I don't know how you do it but your so admirable. I appreciate your efforts that you put in your work. Sometimes I get upset at stuff that happened in my life but then I remember the writers', including you, are the source of my happiness. Your so great, don't let others tell you otherwise. I just hope that your okay! Take care of yourself and be safe because this world without writers like you is absolutely dull.

🥲 I am going to print this, put it in a frame and hang it on my wall. 💞💛💞

I am speechless.💜

[ikissjesse]

could you do some aaron t/aaron z headcanons pls!

omg yes ofc !! ty for the request <333 since 3 ppl requested aaron² hc's (nothing specific) im gonna put all ur requests into this once post !!

tags: @i-need-a-slurpee @hrts4ariana ( note as of writing: this was a draft from 1719817282 years ago so if u forgot abt this n no longer wanted to be tagged im sorry🥲 )

as i mentioned in this post, they both adore musicals, especially hamilton

aaron² hc's !!

reblogs appreciated + reqs open <3

they like listening to the soundtracks together when they hangout

sometimes when there's a musical near where they are on tour they go together in their free time

u didn't hear it from me but they held hands during one of these musicals bc the room was dark n they thought noone would notice

as bros, ofc.. homies hold hands during musicals !!

they totally sing non-stop from hamilton together its cannon bc i say so

anyway enough abt hamilton for now

there was def mutual pining

they were both like "fuckidishcoaoxjaoa he just thinks of me as a friend"

"friend" NO HE WANTS U SO BAD -God probably idk

the way they attempted to "drop hints":

t tried to make z laugh a lot, even more than he usually did

pranks became less extreme than they normally were, he wanted to surprise him, not scare him to death like he used to

z would, although he denies this, try to do basketball tricks to impress t whenever he is at the basketball court w him

both of them went to jesse for advice, not knowing the other was doing the same

"hey jesse uhm- what should i do if, theoretically, ihavearlybigcrushonsomeonewhoiveknownforawhilebutithinktheyseemeasafriendandireallyreallyREALLYwannabemorebutidontwannaruinourfriendship????" -t

"...what?" -jesse

needless to say jesse was confused as hell

he sent him off w some advice after t slowed down enough for him to understand, then about 15 minutes later z came rambling about the same thing

"JESSE YOU'RE A HIT WITH THE LADIES, AND THE GAYS, AND..BASICALLY ANYONE. HOW DO I FLIRT WITH SOMEONE IVE KNOWN FOR AGES WHO IM PRETTY SURE SEES ME AS JUST A FRIEND?????" -z

thats what made it click for jesse, n he just laughed at the realization

giving him the same advice he gave t, he snickered at the idea of the aarons having a crush on eachother but being too stupid blind to see the feelings were mutual

"thanks jess!!" -z to jesse, running off

"yeah no problem man hehehshshehsh goodluck! HEHEHHEHE"

building up as much courage as he could, z eventually made the first move a few days later

he asked t if he'd like to join him for a musical that would take place at a nearby theater, n he gladly accepted

little did t know where this would lead <33 achoo anyways

as the lights dimmed during a 'romantic' scene, aaron z took t's hand in his own n (quietly) confessed his feelings towards his long-time bestfriend

saying t was happy would be an understatement

the energetic boy yanked him into a hug, leaving his stoic counterpart(ner) highly confused and extremely flustered

choking from t's tight embrace, his face became beet red

"Im, uhm- assuming you feel the same?"

well NO FUCKIN WAY SHERLOCK WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT -God again probably

"yeah dumbass, ofcourse i do!" t whisper-yelled, trying to keep his excitement down as they were still in a theater after all !!!

after that, z just smiled n wrapped his arms around t's waist, returning the hug

but wait !! theres more !!

what kind of ikissjesse ship post would this be without cute couple hc's ???

the quiet stoic boy x loud energetic boy dynamic UUGF MY HEART I THINK IM DYIBG from how much i love this duo😔😔

z buys t a baseball cap in EVERY city/country they go to. every fucking one

even if its not a band tour, if z is out somewhere n sees a cool cap he thinks t would like, yall better believe this boy would cut off an arm n sell a kidney just for t to get that hat

t has a whole side in his closet dedicated to these hats z buys him, he finds it absolutely adorable

z actually thinks he isnt good at gift giving, so he was afraid t wouldnt like it at first, but t's reaction is enough conformation that he adores it

now what kinda aaron² hamilton lover truther would i be if i didnt mention the musical again 💪💪

they have FREQUENT hamilton marathons together, sometimes the other members of 4*town will join in too !!

they still sortve act like they did before, like friends n what not

however theyre also 300% more flirty

by that i mean T is 300% more flirty

z might be a LITTLE bit but def not as much as my boy aaron t (the r in aaron stands for rizzler -aaron t)

z isn't a big fan of PDA himself, however when t does little displays of affection when theyre in public he loves it ( he doesn't say it out loud bc he's shy but he does smile at t or to himself, holding t's hand or draping an arm over his shoulders )

when theyre in private z will hug t from behind, hold his waist, kiss his forehead, etc .... yk... bro stuff......

t surprises him by going BOO!!! and jumping up to put his arms around his shoulders from behind, which at first scared z shitless n earned t a lecture about why he shouldn't scare him like that bc z WILL swing but z is okay with it now n actually smiles ALBEIT A VERY SMALL SMILE when he does it

dates include but r not limited to playing basketball late at night together, movies, watching musicals, roadtrips to literally anywhere long or short they just wanna be in eachothers presence OUGHG I LOVE THEM

i forgot to mention !!! t is definitely the one who asked to be boyfriends, but z accidentally said "I love you" first

t was doing something dumb again, and z shook his head as he laughed, accidentally mumbling the words "I love you" out loud

t stopped dead in his tracks n snapped his head in z's direction, n yall this boy was STRESSED he did NOT mean to let the world know this information

z covered his face with his hands n his face was PINK pink bro but t just laughed n walked over to him, cupping his face in his hands and staring at him with a very VERY smug but genuine n happy grin

z scoffed, but soon glanced back at the other boy and smiled shyly

theyre so cute im throwing up in class

there's more but i think this is long enough for now, sorry for the wait pls snack on this while u wait for the rest of my jesro + aaron² content i have planned WINK WINK

thank u for reading <3

[2x-sarah-x6]

AYANO🤍 X BUDO🖤

Hmm so, it's not that I dislike Ayano x Taro, (Ok maybe I dislike it a little bit ;-;💧) but for me, Taro is um, like... HE ISN'T INTERESTING AT ALL! IDK HOW 10 GIRLS COULD FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM!! 😭😭😭 BRO DON'T EVEN HAVE A BACKSTORY OR SMTH 😭 HE'S THE MOST BORING CHARACTER 😭 EVEN RIKU HAVE A GF AND A BETTER LIFE 😭😭😭

Anyways- 😌✨ I know that I'm not alone thinking that, so pls YandereDev, make Taro a more interesting Senpai, PLS! (He'll never do it 😭)... Plus, i kind of like the idea of Yandere Taro, just bc Ayano is TOO pretty to fall in love with smn like him, who just read the same book again and again all over the game💀... I'll really start to wonder if he rlly have friends 😭... Maybe he should join a club or idk 😭!

So you may think: Why did i make this post? To hate on Taro? So actually, I don't hate Taro.. In fact I rlly appreciate him, bc he's a part of the real Yansim, and i can't just ignore him and go. I love the actual Taro, he's maybe a very boring character, but I rlly love him sm!<3 And the story won't be the same without him... 🥲✨ I just think that we should just know more things abt him, and make him like, more real, with a backstory or smth... To give Ayano a REAL reason to love him apart the ''Senpai effect"...🥲

BUT, I don't deny the fact that i'd rather Ayano x Budo >:) ✨✨ BC THEY'RE RLLY CUTE 🥹✨❤️

As a Yansim fan and a Ayano x Budo supporter, Im rlly angry with the fact that Ayano x Budo isn't canon, and im sick of ppl who says ''bUt bUdO DoEsN't lOvE AyAnO'' ''tHaT's nOt cAnOn'' 💢💢💢🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄So to make things clear, IDC ABT UR OPINION SO PLS GO F**** YOURSELF💢💢 FOR ME BUDO X AYANO IS CANON AND I DON'T WANNA HEAR ANYTHING 💢🥄 IT'S NOT BC IN THE GAME, WHEN WE VIEW BUDO'S PROFIL, IT SAYS THAT HE HAVE NO CRUSH, THAT HE DOESN'T LOVE HER💢💢🥄 SO PLS GO WITH UR OPINION, BUDO LOVING AYANO IS CANON FOR ME 💢🥄 Don't be mad ohh! 😌✨ And if ur, go expose ur opinion and we'll see who's the best ship 🤨🥄...

Anyway, just to let u know guys all my love for those two <3 Even tho YandereDev himself isn't for this ship... ;-;💢🥄🥄🥄 But idc 🥹✨ ❤️

And for the last time, I DON'T HATE TARO ORH! 🤨😌✨ IT'S JUST THAT *FOR ME*, BUDO IS BETTER 🥹✨❤️

(⚠️NOT MY PICS⚠️)

Here's some pics of the best couple 🥹✨❤️❤

🖤🤍✨

[thestarsearcher]

I think I'm gonna take a break from posting major stuff (ocs, drawings, etc etc.)

I am NOT stable enough to keep pumping out posts like a mom of 10..

After creating this account and beginning to post, my depression came back, and boy, was it ruthless..

I kept trying to make posts, even when my only followers were either bots or ppl who barely looked at my blog

It wasn't as bad at first, but after a while, I began getting more stressed. I kept comparing myself to other artists and creators, to the point where I would overwork myself just to get one drawing to look decent.

School started back up, and that piled onto my depression and anxiety.

I was passing classes, but my friends and classmates made me stress out.

Then, I got with one of my friends. She was alright, funny, pretty. But then........

she defended a groomer in her discord server 😐😕

So, obviously I left.

During that time, I was with a man. A much OLDER man. I met him when I was 12. And he was 16.

It was terrible. I managed to leave him after years of being trapped, and for a while.. I was happy.

Then, a few months later, I get with T.

She was amazing, best girlfriend I ever had, I fucking carved her name into uh I think a silly marker packet like the fucking pathetic bitch I am. I had a thought while doing that.

"Yk.. this is probably not gonna age well, but I hope we stay together forever ^^"

Sorry, Marcie, it did not age well 🥲

I've been spiraling ever since my breakup. My depression is worse, I've gotten even more paranoid, my thoughts of suicide have started up again, and.. I think I just need a moment to calm down.

Being on tumblr is like awesome, I love everyone who follows me and all of my friends I made through here

But I just need a moment.

I will probably schedule just a few silly posts so people don't think I'm fully.. dead.

I appreciate everyone who showed that they were worried and that they care, that fixed me a little.

insert silly outro, idk I'm trying to lighten the mood

(extra note: I will answer DMs and things in my inbox, but those will be some other stuff to keep u fed!!)

[yo0mie]

What year did FFN become irrelevant? I just remember migrating to AO3 in 2017 bc this one author of a fanfiction I liked said they'd only upload on there now. I really do appreciate AO3's tagging system and textbox for author's notes so that authors wouldn't have to dedicate whole chapters to updates (WHICH PPL STILL DO FOR SOME REASON), but I've had my FFN acc for nearly 10 years so I feel a bit nostalgic abt the site even though it's archaic🥲

I will still never touch Wattpad though🤦

[simpingandshitposting]

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love ❤

Two ppl actually tagged me in this so thank you @malewifetouya and @happyely 🖤🖤🖤

Sadly some of my most favorite projects are ones that are still sitting in my drafts unfinished 😭 but out of all the ones I've posted these are the ones I'm most proud of <3

"Come Home" — Deku:

I don't even know if this would be considered a fic?? Cuz honestly this was such a short little thing that I wrote in under like 15 minutes 😭 probably the shortest amount of time it's taken me to ever write literally anything. But it was after I watched S6 E136 and literally that night I had a dream where this whole scene was played out in my head. And it just felt so dramatic in the right ways and just raw emotion that I had to write it down. And it's STILL my most liked post on this entire blog😭 but honestly understandable bc sometimes I go back and read it and I'm just like "damn wait I wrote that????" lmfaoo

"Only for you, Toshi" — Shinsou:

Completely opposite from the last one, this is actually the longest thing I've ever written. (that's posted anyway, there's a few longer still in my drafts) I just feel like Shinsou doesn't get enough love but he definitely deserves it😭❤️ all my friends that read it said they really enjoyed it and I'm just really happy with how it came out after working on it for a couple weeks, and that not touching it for a few months and then coming back to it only to finish it in like 2 days lmao

"Attention" — Dabi:

Now this wouldn't be a post about my fics if I didn't include something for my absolute favorite character in the entire show🖤 this fic was very self indulgent bc I'm such a brat🤭 and I'm convinced that Dabi is the king of brat taming. Fun fact, the outfit I described is something I literally own in my closet 😂

"Secrets" — BakuDeku x reader [UNFINISHED]:

This is a multi-part series I'm co-writing with my bsf @haru-x-ren on a joint account we made. (@bunny-x-haru if you'd like to follow) it's currently still a work in progress with only a few parts released, but it is a continuation of a 2 part fic I wrote when I first started called "You're the Only Thing That Makes Sense" — Bakugo So I do recommend reading this one first before Secrets for context and background info. I feel like you can really see my growth in writing from then to now, cuz that was like literally the second thing I ever posted lol. And Haru was literally my biggest fan bc he's the one that got me into writing fanfic<3 so after he read it, he had this absolutely BRILLIANT idea (spoiler) to take the scene I wrote where bakugo and deku were caught fighting after school hours (similar to that scene from season....2? When Bakugo learned about OFA) and turn it into a BakuDeku love triangle and I was honestly obsessed with the idea

And lastly

"For Your Eyes Only" — Dabi:

Another one for my fav<3 this one was for his birthday and is very nasty🤭 also with a little bit of fluff at the end bc I am indeed a hopeless romantic with no romance🥲 also, the cover photo is most definitely the reaction I was imagining when he walks into the room lmao

Side Note:

I know it's been a while since I've posted any writing and I am so sorry 😭 I guess I've just been in a little bit of a funk when it comes to my creativity lately. I mean I've got plenty, and I do mean PLENTY of ideas written down, but Im having a hard time executing them and turning them into something I can post. But I promise I'll get back to posting as soon as I can and I'm really sorry to everyone who has been waiting for stuff😭 I appreciate your patience❤️

Here's 5 other writers I recommend<3

@cathwritestragediesnotsins @aquadenks @kemakoshume @coffee-colored-hopeless-romantic + any other writers who'd like to make ur own posts<3

[doll3tt33]

TL;DR I won’t be answering as many asks or tag games for the time being, but I’ll still be making bots as usual! <3

Hey ppl. Wanna say that I’m planning to be semi inactive for the next few days/weeks??

As said before, I genuinely like GENUINELY appreciate your guys asks. Im honestly surprised that I get that many everyday despite only having 315 followers 😭 ((maybe It’s actually not that many asks but it feels a lot to me haha!

But I think I need to step back a bit. Kinda need to focus on other things and plus I’ve been struggling with some stoopid insecurities regarding my skills ((ik that sounds ludicrous. Because I am in fact… a ludicrous man

BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN I WILL NOT BE MAKING BOTS. Cuz I will and it’ll be at the same frequency. I just won’t interact as much for the time being. I’ll still be answering any questions u guys have about c.ai or requests ((ofc I’ll still be answering my moots, but I might be slow so sorry in advance! 🥲

OH AND ALSO, to the couple people who asked about the voice feature on c.ai and why they don’t have it, I’ll just answer with this pic I found on Reddit 😂 ((this goes with any new feature btw

[stillresolved]

♣️ + aeri and deva

@devangelis / send me ♣ + a ship and i’ll tell you…

who is the better dancer?

Aeri, of course 💅🏼 regardless of the verse, she was raised a socialite and therefore has been attending balls and galas since she was a child….she probably made a point to teach deva how to dance since they wanted to make a good impression on aeri’s family even if the kangs are awful 🥲

who likes the outdoors more and who likes the indoors more?

in the THG verse they both probably have SOME knowledge of outdoors survival even tho most of the training was more combat based- that being said, I could see deva appreciating the space and privacy the outdoors gives her….aeri would need some persuasion for a reason to go outside of the city 😅

who’s a cat person and who’s a dog person?

Aeri is a lioness and deva isn’t exactly the maternal type so I could see them both being cat ppl….if they have to have kids, their cat is their baby 😌

who’s more social?

Aeri, hands down- aeri thrives in social situations, especially the high profile ones…deva, while she has a formidable image and is a leader, is more introverted and if obligation/her job isn’t dragging her into the public sphere, aeri will be the other reason she’s at a gala of any kind.

who makes the bed every morning?

Deva!! She feels like she’d have a set routine just from the spartan methods her parents raised her with- aeri, on the other hand is messy, messy, messy and grew up with maids who took care of the cleaning.

who likes to keep the house cold and who likes to keep the house warm?

Again, deva probably would keep the house cold bc she’s practical and I guess it doesn’t occur to her that she can splurge on luxuries like say, indoor heating….aeri complains when her place is too cold ( but also her clothes tend to be of thinner fabric than deva’s 😂 ) 

who takes longer getting ready?

Aeri, of course bc she likes to make sure every outfit she wears in public makes an impression and deva likes to watch her get ready 😊 

who likes scary movies and who likes funny ones?

I feel like deva is a horror movie lady whereas aeri will say horror movies are nothing to her…..except she WILL be freaked out especially when it gets gory 😅😅😅 at least she can hide in deva’s sleeve 💕 

Aeri likes soap operas and trashy reality tv tho- the latter is her guilty pleasure bc the ppl there are so stupid it’s funny to watch and she’s not supposed to like that ‘low-brow trash’ as her mother puts it.

who screams when they see a bug and who ends up killing it?

Neither of them scream but that bug will have a more merciful death if it meets deva’s knife first 🥲

who is more technology challenged?

neither bc they are both classy ladies who have to be tech savvy to do their jobs/maintain their reputations

who would be more likely to burn something in the oven?

aeri cannot cook or clean to save her life and I feel like deva?? Knows AT LEAST the basics of cooking and cleaning. The one time aeri tried to make a meal for deva, the fire department needed to be called….aeri gave the death glare to anyone who made a comment….deva was included bc she was trying not to laugh 😂

who talks in their sleep?

Deva bc in the THG verse, I imagine she has nightmares about the games even if she wears her participation like a badge of honor 🥺

who leaves the cap off the toothpaste?

Neither bc aeri would have gotten them a fancy toothpaste dispenser that wouldn’t require them to twist the cap back on 😌

who likes getting dressed up more?

Aeri, of course- she always dresses to make an impression. If she could she would also pick out deva’s outfits too 😌😌😌

who’s better at tying ties?

Both bc ties are a staple in deva’s outfits and aeri learned how to put them on her ( plus aeri says they’re very good for pulling deva in and other, ahem, not so publicly appropiate activities 😂😂😂 ).

who recorded the answering machine message on the house phone?

….aeri for their shared apartment/house- horrible hc but after she becomes an avox, I have a feeling deva calls their home phone A LOT bc she doesn’t want to forget the sound of aeri’s voice 😭😭😭

who’s better at planning romantic things?

both in their own ways! Deva spoils aeri, gives her all the pretty and shiny things to wear and make art out of and aeri wants to show off her gf to the world bc deva has worked VERY hard to get to where she is and deserves that respect 🫡 

who takes up more space in the closet?

Aeri who else 🤩 deva doesn’t need a lot of space and is used to living more austerely anyways.

who has more of a sweet tooth?

Aeri again but also bc she was spoiled growing up- I do think deva also has a soft spot for sweets but has to be coaxed by aeri to indulge 😙

who drinks more often?

Deva 😢 especially once aeri is demoted to an avox since drinking is one of the only ways she can cope with the guilt…aeri is a social drinker but learned at a young age how to hold her alcohol 💅🏼

who is most likely to laugh during a serious situation?

Hmmm I feel like when they fight that’s like the ‘unstoppable force meets immovable mountain’ 🫥🫥🫥 that being said, aeri’s coping mechanism in the face of obstacles is to laugh sardonically so….aeri it is 😐

[doodle-pops]

Well damn, rly said that livy deleted her blog, she was the first writer I started following when I got into the silm fandom back then 🥲

I‘ve definitely thought about writing some stuff for the fandom before (cuz I also write a lil in my freetime and it‘s been my #1 dream to be an author ever since I was kid) but I know it would be irregular as fuck and I‘d probably go months between posting 💀 also in that weird place where on the one hand idgaf about anyone‘s opinion but on the other hand am also deathly afraid of conflict and I‘d be scared about ppl being mean if my hcs are very different from theirs/I write characters different from general fandom consensus and just in general the „lovely“ messages writers have to deal with :/ the struggle is real (sorry for the random dump, you just rly made me think about it again lol)

Same. That was the furthest piece of news I was expecting to hear for the holidays. I can just imagine how many people were saddened by this news for the holidays. She was my first Silm reader insert blog I found and elfy-imagines back in 2017. I used to devour all their content.

As for your writing, if anyone doesn't want to appreciate your writing, I will 😤. We all have different headcanons of the characters, that's what makes our ideas interesting. I would say to give it a chance when you have the time and if anyone comes at you, send them my way. I have a brick that helps rude people learn manners and etiquette 🙂

In the end, we are all individuals and thus, bound to handle “lovely” messages and feedback differently. So join only when you are comfortable 🤗. Happy Holidays 🎄❣